This morning I was trolling C.S. Lewis memes, looking for reassurance in quotes from “Mere Christianity” and “The Problem of Pain.” But as Google is wont to do, it proffered the words of another Lewis, those of the representative of Georgia’s 5th District.
I myself led a quite sheltered life in my youth. While I quietly protested the war in Vietnam in my own way, I was unaware of much of what was going on in America, largely due to media censorship, but also because I was too busy embroidering my jeans and trying to get a boyfriend.
It’s not like in the past 40-50 years I’d forgotten how truly brutally political and human rights activists were treated. But earlier this week I watched “Steal This Movie,” about the life of Abbie Hoffman. I’d been unaware that Hoffman was severely beaten for simply wearing a red, white and blue shirt patterned after our flag.
Wearing our flag was something many of us proudly did in the weeks after 9/11 and I’ll bet not one of us thought we’d risk a beating for it.
By his own count, John Lewis was arrested more than 40 times during his days of civil rights activism. I don’t like to think about how many of those times he was also battered or beaten. Yet today he stands before crowds and preaches a message of diligence and courage.
I am afraid. I am worried. I am angry and frustrated that America is still a land of great brutality and violence and political corruption. We’ve forgotten that some of us fled England for relief from religious tyranny. We do not remember how precarious it was for the Founding Fathers to write such a thing as a Constitution.
And we still allow those in power to sacrifice lives overseas for economic and political reasons, spinning war as a necessary exercise in defense of freedom, while they, like so many leeches, suck human rights and civil rights from the lives of ordinary citizens.
C.S. Lewis once wrote, “We do not write in order to be understood; we write in order to understand.”
He also wrote, “We read to know we are not alone.”
So I’m writing this morning as I struggle with understanding. And I will read this morning to find community and comfort, which means taking a break from Facebook and CNN. And I’ll post this and hope it helps someone else. It surely has helped me.