So I have a regular gig about four times a year, spending time with Gustavo. He is an Italian greyhound who thinks he is actually reincarnated 17th or 18th century royalty. I haven’t quite pinned down the family yet, and I believe his demise was quite violent. Hence he has alarming separation anxiety in this life.
However, he must have laughed a lot with his friends and family. Stav has a great sense of humor and is the life of the party. He’s a little subdued right now, because he’s trying to remember where he’s seen me before. But it’ll come to him eventually.
So far it has been a bittersweet reunion. We are both grayer and calmer than the last time I was here. We both take more supplements with our meals. He is positively portly and waddles when he walks. I have acquired a muffin top from excessive use of chocolate to get me through the recent breaking news and subsequent long hours with CNN.
But somehow the heavens and the Mother called a truce with the calendar and gave me a glorious first day with Stav. The sun was brilliant on our walk and the breeze just right, free of impertinent insects and subwoofers. The sidewalk felt like carpet and my feet seemed to skate along the few blocks of our route.
I wanted more. I wanted to abandon work and throw my phone into the bushes and walk with Stav until we could walk no longer. But his folks left crab cakes in the fridge and experience has taught me I will eventually want my phone back. So we’re back in the living room, sitting in the quiet that’s as rich and thick as cream cheese frosting.
It is enough. I am content.